I decided to start this as an anonymous blog. I'm going to be talking about different things that happen in my life. I keep a diary, and I have a non-anonymous blog, but I wanted something people could read where I could also be relatively honest, and not worry about my friends and family reading it all.
So I started this!
You can call me Layna.
I'm going to be talking about 6 people, for the most part. Their code names will be: Colby Aiden Jesse Dana Margaret River
They're my best friends.
Here's a little background:
COLBY: Colby and I met a few years ago, but only talked a few times a year. Then I moved to his town and we instantly became best friends. We've been friends for over a year now. We spend a ton of time together, and he means the world to me.
AIDEN: Longgg story short, 3 years ago, Aiden and I were in a longterm, long distance relationship. His parents hated me because of how I dressed, and they got really ridiculous and made our lives hell. They'd ground him for no reason and not let us see each other for weeks. But we loved each other and dealt with it to the best of our abilities. Eventually, though, it got to the point where we wouldn't be able to see each other for a month at a time, and he ended up falling for another girl. After almost a year and a half of going out, he broke up with me for another girl. She turned him down when he tried to get with her a while later. Then he went out with another girl, they broke up, and eventually he did get together with the girl he left me for. They broke up several months ago. We're still friends, and I have feelings for him again, and he acts like he has feelings for me too, but I worry he likes another girl.
JESSE: Jesse and I met over a year ago. We became friends, and months later I developed a crush on him. I didn't tell anyone about it for a couple of months because I didn't think it'd turn into anything serious, but we started hanging out and my feelings got stronger, and he liked me too, but we didn't do anything about it for a while. Eventually we got together officially. He was the second boy I was ever in love with. I know, I know, tons of people are gonna bitch, but I'd liked him for months, and I fall hard and fast, and I did love him. If you don't like it or don't believe it, that's your problem. Anyways, I lost my virginity to him. I was 100% ready and I don't regret it at all. We were together for 3 months, and then he broke up with me. His best friends told me it was because he was afraid of commitment and didn't want to let things get even more serious and then end up hurting me, and that he did have strong feelings for me but just couldn't deal with it and freaked out. We stayed best friends. It's been months since then, and our friendship is still going strong.
DANA: Dana is Colby's girlfriend, and I've known her since middle school. When we hit high school, I became friends with Colby and started talking to Dana. After a while, we became really close, and now we're best friends :]
MARGARET: Margaret and I have also been friends for over a year, but she gets on my nerves a lot. It's not that I secretly don't like her or something, she's just difficult to handle sometimes. But she's fun to be around, and I care about her.
RIVER: River is Margaret's boyfriend, but I knew him before she did. We met in elementary school. We didn't get along until 7th grade, when we became best friends. We dated for a short period of time, but it didn't work out and I broke up with him. He got really upset and stopped talking to me. We didn't start talking again until last year. Now we get along really, really well. The problem with River is he does a lot of stuff behind Margaret's back, and I'm not allowed to tell her or it'll cause huge problems with everyone. So that's complicated.
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